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inside my heart is empty, sad, gloomy. its the christmas season. isnt the light of Jesus suppose to shine into my life? yes. there are still times when i feel happy. but its fading. not too long ago i was feeling at the top of a mountain, but now i feel no where. it feels like im lost in space. lost in a place where its cold and dark. where the absence of e warmth of any kind soul is depressing. is this world meant to be this cold? im seriously not feeling the xmas mood. even if it's not xmas, im just not feeling right. sth's wrong. its a moody atmosphere. someone. HELP.
its been days.
i wanna climb out.
but i fall back in.
even deeper each time.
it feels like an endless valley.
im tired.
im exhausted.
Lord, help me.
all i need is Your strength to pull me thru,
all i need is the joy once again,
all i need is the oil in my lamp to keep it burning,
all i need is a kind and caring soul to brighten my day,
all i need is You Lord..
anw, i wanna thank all the ppl who have been sending in endless streams of greeting msg-es. THANK YOU SSOO MUCH :) n wish all of u a merry christmas n a happy new yr!
im glad my cousins came for svc ytd. n im even happier jiening ans altar call today! hallelujah! the drama was great. the music was great. but somehow, today just didnt feel right. i wasnt really into the whole thing tt was going on. my mind was off to somewhere. my heart was wondering. i wonder y. why? tel me why? it feels wierd not knowing the reason for feeling e way i did today. maybe ive not been doing my qt faithfully. maybe im not doing so well spiritually. maybe moodswings wh are highly unlikely.
O lord,
show me a way out of this darkness..
