a spiritual being
im a spiritual being, having to get use to this human experience. i must align my thoughts, words, actions with God's Word. yes. DO His word. DO the things He'll do. say the things He'll say. i must learn to let go. i must learn to look past each mistake or hurtful event and learn fm them. i must think positive!! :)
once again, in a twinkle of an eye, the wkend is over. a big SIGH. and STILL, my chem hols ws is UNDONE. but its sucha happy wkend!! a warmth and cosy wkend!!! why? because it's spent with E310!!! oh gosh. i LOOOVVEEE E310!! -BIG HUGG!- i dunno how my life, or maybe my wkend wud be without these great ppl God have placed into my life. its hard to explain; to describe how much i adore and treasure them, only if you were me.
ytd was kind of wierd going for svc cos its saturday. its cg day. i miss cg meetings!! so much! but the msg was WOAH. ok. some parts was difficult. but yes. i did learn sth. wow. DEJA VU. i want!! and im so glad i understand this part-- we gotta draw ourselves into the spiritual realm and see the unseen, to understand the seen. sometimes we dont understand wat is happening down here on this earth, but once God shows you a vision in your spirit, you will. so exciting knowing that this --time, is just a parenthesis in eternity. and once God's purpose for us is fulfilled, it will be over. persecutions. judgement. and finally, eternal life once again. HOME, we'll call it. it mite sound so supernatural. so unreal. but this definitely is true. i wanna live a life in which once im done on this earth and return to the Lord, He'll say "youre my good and faithful servant", and then i know my purpose is fulfilled. a legacy is left. i dont wanna say it. i wanna DO it. by the grace of God, i'll be able to do this.
and today. tabernacle bs was totally great. we must live by today's light, today's revelations and not ytd's. sometimes when i fail to read the bible, i'll console myself by saying "ok nvm. ytd i had a revelation". but this isnt right to say. cos, we're MOVING on. each day gets brighter. there's no such thing as STAGNATION in this salvation; in this walk with God. either you move forward, or you move backwards. this is not a fallacy of false dilemma. bcos once you stop moving, you dont stop there. you start DRIFTING; moving backwards. so. serve the Lord with PASSION AND DILIGENCE! amen!! :D
just thought of this analogy. salvation is like a journey in a sea full of currents against you. if you paddle with all your might, with diligence, you get closer and closer to your destination. to God. to eternity. but once you start feeling sluggish and stop paddling, you DONT stay at the same point. instead, the currents will push you back, further and further each day. and soon you'll find yourself so lost in the middle of nowhere. so, get energised! get so on fire for the Lord!! dont let the devil control you, your thoughts, your emotions, and it'll flee you. build this foundation STRONGLY. once its there, nth will shake you. you will not waver in your decisions. LET US make this decision, to USE His Words, to build our principles upon wat is pleasing to the Lord. the devil is a roaring lion. not a real lion. with this foundation, you'll be so surefooted, and even if the devil roar, you'll not miss a step. punch the devil. crucify our flesh. our sinful nature (duh. not literally with a dagger. want one? hee)
wow. i sure did learn sth. i love ytd's svc and today's bs. growing in His Word :D
went totally high at the mrt. with the crucifying and with BANANAS. HAHA! went out with jen,max,mic,sis,junwen to taka. altho it did feel a lil akward at first, having their accompaniment is just great!
PRAISE THE LORD!! HALLELUJAH! i realized the Lord is so good by placing so many good ppl in my life. by blessing me with these ppl. must learn to be like pst tan. say the day is great! its getting better! (even if its not) haha.i must think positive! woooot! im reminding myself. the Lord is there for me 24/7, when im sleeping, when im in school etc ! maybe when im bored in skl i can try talking to Him. hee. :P great! ah.. one impt point. we must be sincere, loyal, committed, honest. dont confess with your lips that you love the Lord. confess your love for Him with your HEART. i love the Lord. i love you. i love me. i love everyone!!
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