it cannot get any sadder. and depressing. and hopeless. *yells* aahhhhhhhhhhh...
martin smith is so cute! the sight of him makes my heart beat faster and blood rush like tsunami waves. he can sing. he is a man of God. full package. but guess wat?! *faints* first. he is married! this news is enough to make a crack in my heart. second. he has kids! now now. i wonder how many pieces have my heart shattered into.. a billion? oh no. im depressed. aha. delirious were like woah la ytd. presence of God was so strong i felt a lil weak? yes. and i dont ever wish to leave the hse of God. NEVER. i wanna be like RUTH yea. let God lead me in everythg. i wanna learn to put Him first in my live. to be faithful in doing my qt. to prioritise the time spend fellowshipping with Him, above my sleep, time, work etc.
today cg meeting was woah! so big grp! ok. another cg merged with us. they are nice! and wow. the circle was ultra big. like BBEEEGGG. now im finally seeing and drawing towards preparation for multiplication wh wil be very very vveerryyy soonn. and i beta drink more wtr before multiplication dehydrates me. i cant imag e310 spliting. gosh. so soon. as ive said prob a gazillion times, time FLIES so fast like an eagle. its great tho. God's kingdom is growing! :) and its so exciting knowing that we will be split into grps to reach out to a common grp of friends. oh man.. that will be so great. and im so glad jo preached this msg today. its so true. we cant reach out alone. its a TEAM effort and im so glad tiff and i are working tgt! wooooott! and soon. its gonna grow!
im gonna sign off soon. im so happy! i feel happy! ok not extremely happy cos we didnt get to go out today. but. im just happy. ahaha. its skl tmr. i shall be positive. skl is FUN. lessons SURE are fun, im looking forward to them *sulks* hahaha
(5:05:00 PM)
