POSITIVE.
wow. nv in this yr have i done my work so diligently. and nv in this yr have i played the guitar with so much passion and interest. but well. the result of these 2 things. burnt and fully milked brain. and purple hard fingers. rah. it was great tho. was playing so many songs on the guitar just now and it really really ushered in God's presence. then i saw... thank You Lord :) it suddenly dawned on me, that if i could play well enough, i could play for pm. yay. but first. i believe God's gonna give us a place. i saw us. a huge circle. in the gymnasium. praise the Lord!
im so glad. ive nearly clocked my 20 hrs in just 5 days. woooohhooo!! considering i didnt study on monday. so actually thats 4 day. yay! thank You Lord!!!!!!!!!!!!! the discipline ive always needed, and wanted, finally. starting to build up ;) wooott!
went with SiNing to jack's place for student meal. FEEEEEELLLIINNNGGG... wow. yummy yummy yummy. im so glad i got a chance to talk to her. it was so fun chatting and eating tgt and well, ive gotten to know her better!!!! really really thank the Lord for starting to put people out of nowhere, into my life, so that i can really work on! and im sure this is just the beginning! because He is capable of doing things we've nv thought of asking, and we can never imagine! things that are just so amazing it seems like a miracle before your eyes. so Lord, i wanna thank You loads! right now i really need Your guidance in sharing Your word in a natural way.. i dont know how to. its just wierd talking to ppl abt such stuff cos you nv know wat wierd faces they can give yea?
but im just so happy. we've gotten an aim by the end of feb. we've listed the ppl we really realy wanna work on. i and we, wanna be history makers!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! xD we can!!!!! so watz all these abt i realized. positive confession. i just felt its importance recently. when i get accused, get angry, etc. i tell the Lord, i forgive (that person), and *pooof* the sadness, anger, hurt just disappears and i do find that my capacity to focus on other's good points instead of their shortcomings has widened! why? i keep reminding myself they are children of God too. and i now realized that everyone is actually nice no matter how they first appear to you. and the friendship strengthens once you've manage to look at them in a positive manner.
positive is the key. cos if you keep saying eg. studying is boring, or, i dont like that person, i hate exercising etc. you WILL really hate it, and all these negative things will really come to pass. and besides, you wont wanna go abt doing them.
i dunno why im typing this cos it didnt come to my mind before i was blogging. intended to blog abt some other unrelated stuff. so anw i feel so thankful. and happy. and it feels like some kind of a revelation? :)
off now. stinky. ive yet to bathe. :P
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