I LOVE MY FATHER! that valley got me so much closer to You..
quikey quikey ive got to blog this down in 5 mins cos apparently ive yet to start my MATH revision!!!!! RAAHHH..
1 month back i fell hard into a pit,
so dark and deep.
hardly any hope,
i dont see a rope,
which i can cling on to, to pull myself out.
seconds seemed like minutes,
minutes seemed like hours,
hours seemed like days,
days seemed like years.
i struggled so hard to smile,
to be normal and wild.
i felt the last breath taken from me,
all strength and determination flee.
i didnt know what to do,
the guidance and love lost.
But now the new Spirit
implanted in me.
the hope love joy and peace i see.
Thank You Lord for your promises,
for renewing my strength.
those valley days were tough,
but now its no more rough.
ive got out of that darkness,
into Your marvelous light.
i feel that love joy and passion,
everyday and night.
yesterday felt like a breakthrough,
it didnt just feel, it was.
i felt that security under Your wings of love.
i know nothing's gonna take me away from You.
no mountain's too high,
no valley's too deep,
because i can do all things,
through Christ who strengthens me.
You reassured that You will never forsake me,
and You will make me more than an overcomer.
that's what i am today. now.
i love You Jesus
bcos of You my day's bright and gay :)
You showered Your love upon me
the time i spent with You.
the atmosphere changed,
heaven open its gates.
pouring down the presence and glory,
i see it falling around me.
Thank You Lord for always lifting me up when i stumble,
i love You Jesus.
You are all i have and all i need.
yesterday's qt was awesome. and im very sure my breakthrough came. that first love i once had, i have it again. the Lord was faithful. the Lord kept His promise. He did not forsake me nor leave me in the lurch. He told me yesterday He died for me because He loved me so much. He created me TO LOVE me. this valley strengthened my faith in Him, knowing that no matter what, He gives me the strength. even now with all the busy schedule, i need not worry. i ask the Lord to take away these burdens, and i immediately feel light and happy. Father, my Daddy God. i feel so close to You now. no words can describe my love for You, and how touched i am knowing that you WERE AND ARE there for me. where i am starting now is even greater than where i left of. i will do all i can to glorify You. hallelujah! i feel the satisfaction, the accomplishment of breaking through a hard ceiling of a pitch black room. i pushed and got stuck. got stuck and fell again. but now i broke through it. the glory of God shining in. all heaven's windows are open. ytd's cgm was woah. i stepped in. at the start of worship, i knew there was something diff abt the atmosphere. yes. His shekinah glory reigned. God was so close. never did i feel so sure that my Father really was there... im so glad. im ecstatic! im like streaming ants in high spirit! even tho im sleepy, thinking of Jesus just make me feel that nothing is impossible! xD WOW. i finally know wat breaking thru feels like. it feels like a prisoner breaking out of prison (opps) no. it feels like a blind and handicapped person gaining his sight and ability to walk and move again. it really does.
(5:33:00 PM)