a cry from the bottom of my heart
hey pokkie. im back! ok so anw ptl RS if FINALLY over!! woohooo! altho i thought the presentation cud have gone waaaay beta than that, oh wells. its done and we've slogged so hard for it so now a break. ;)
and woah man. talking abt it. thx mean pokks aka terrence for helping me with SS! man.. you nv know how knowledgeable he is. right hor?? (do i see someone's head swelling? hehehe. :P) yea so anw thx so much man! and tdy we were supposed to eat meatballs but ended at JP well cos he is sick fm getting drenched ytd :/ and i was dead beat. still, dinner was YUUUUMMYYYYYY! ate this omelette rice with chicken steak. woohooo yuum! gonna eat tt someday when i go back there. and mean pokks. thanks so much ok. ;)))))))))))))))
ok and i love pos besides e fact tt im not used to the behaviour of some of them. ahaha. but the dance part is so good. hahaha this reminds me of sonia's tag. thx man. so anw im so excited to get the whole formation and dance tgt. i believe we can win this yr! south cluster won last yr i believe we'll be able to do it this yr tooo!
hai i dunno wat to say.. Lord really.. expand my capacity. and help me to be like You. stms i dont wanna do the thgs i do. i know its not right. yet trying to run away from the fact that everythg tt i do, You are watching. and trying to make up excuses to 'justify' my actions, which in turn gets this flesh more stubborn. RAH. crucify this flesh Father. help me. heelpp mmee... stms i wish i could chg a 180 degrees.
sorry pokkie i dont feel like blogging cos there simply isnt much. just that Father im crying out to You to give me this strength to cling on You. if im not drawing closer to You, it means im drifting from You cos pst once said there is no such thg as stagnating in this rel/s. so Lord just pull me back.. where did that once so intimate rel/s gone to?
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