I LOVE MY FATHER!!!!!!!!!
AHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!! THANK YOU FATHER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I LOVE YOU!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! its 1am and i just fin qt. and WOOOAAAHHHHH. IT WAS A-W-E-S-O-M-E!! its been a long time since i spent time with the Lord and i really missed Him man.. i missed Him so much i dunno why i started crying when i was thinking abt it.. so i knew that no matter wat, i want and must do my qt, and fellowship with God once again. i really missed him TONNES.
but there was no room available so i was deperate thus using the hall, e area near the window. man.. even tho dad was in the hall, God's presence ushered in so powerfully and i was weeping and pouring my heart's cry to Him. one thing that really touched me tdy. if you really make the effort to spend time with the Lord no matter how inconvenient it may seem, He sees it and He comes and saturates the place you forget there are ppl around.
during worship, revelations upon rev came. God was reminding me to lean on Him. for a moment i tot there wasnt a purpose in life, of doing anythg productive and that's because i forgot to lean on God for His guidance, for His strength, for His power. i forgot that every step of the way He IS there, that i must step out in courage and faith. and His powers are working supernaturally. i realized i didnt have that faith to do anythg. each time i wanna invite my friends to church, this fear of disappointment and rejection just explodes inside me, and fear only draws us backwards and hold us back. it stops us from progressing, from adding to God's kingdom. whereas faith is wat pleases God. when He sees that we do believe in Him, that we act upon this faith, His grace and power moves so supernaturally. this faith empowers us to step out of our comfort zone, to trust the Lord with all our heart into stepping over that boundary which you've been kept in all your life.
so this easter im gonna lean on the Lord, on the Holy Spirit, and do my best to reach out to the lost out there! those who are thirsty for Him, who want Him, who needs Him. everyone does. as wat jen has shared. there is nothing to lose by receiving Christ into your life, there's only all to gain. His love, His peace, joy, comfort, support etc etc etc. He is the Father. My Father. and many have witnessed how He has changed my life, changed me, been so merciful and kind. He love me so much no words can explain. this life with Jesus is exciting and meaningful. have you ever thought if there was any purpose in you being on this earth? ask the Lord. He will give you the answer :)
God is so kind! God is so good and merciful. God loves. Is love. and He refreshed and renewed by love and thirst for Him. i've never thirst like how i did today, if i can rmb. and i believe this thirst will not die away because there's alw more to expect from God! ;) i want to get to the day when i know Him as im known. when im nearly like Him.
God has blessed me so i can bless others. He loved me so that i can love others. God bless you. GOD LOVES YOU. this coming easter's gonna be a blast! hallelujah! xD
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