gosh!!! how happy i am, my prayers are ans! worshipping and praying. then 2 over hours on the phone with bettie ytd, and when she called back with news from krystal. man! my heart skipped a beat! i was praying to the Lord to open new windows, i was asking Him to take all of me to fulfill the purpose He has, i was crying out to Him for tiff and i to work under the open windows of heaven. and really God is a LIVING God! praise the Lord! ever since emerge, ive gotten a breakthru in prayers! and im so thankful for that! each time i speak to the Lord, He pours down His Spirit upon me. time spent with Him now is so wonderful. and i want more. i wanna get to the stage where i cannot live a day without praying. i cant live a day without getting advice from the HOly SPirit. i cant live a day without feeling God's presence. i cant live a day without renewing my mind with His word. i dont know how to describe it but really i love praying now.. and the prayers i lift into God's hands and the atmosphere has just changed. a breathru seriously xD WOOHOO!n i know, n i believe e word from krystal. that im gonna be a good testimony for Christ! to lead the lost back to the Father when they see the goodness and glory of Him manifesting in my life. God's gonna bring tiff and i to the harvest. i visualize in the spiritual realm, many getting saved. the juniors getting saved. so that when tiff and i leave rg, the revival's gonna continue, till one day.. the whole world worships Him. everyone needs Jesus in our lives. and -- needs to love Jesus more than i do, needs to be spiritually more mature then i am, to place Jesus first then--. and ive suddenly got reminded that everythg done on earth is preparation for us to return to where we truly belong. and by the time we get up there, we need to be like Jesus. and then i thought to myself.. everyone of us belongs to the Father in heaven, but why did He send us down here? why not just keep us up in heaven? the only reason--we are called to bring the lost souls back to Him. seriously. just think abt it. this is the ONLY reason. God didnt call us down to be party boys or girls nor did he send us to this earth to create havok or live a life of our own down here. and every trial we go thru is to mould us to be Christ like.
let me have a divine encounter with You today..
(2:30:00 PM)
