twister
my heart and mind seemed to have been swept up by a twister. its all jumbled up, i dont know which is my heart now, or which is my mind. i cant even distinct both their functions. and i wonder whether my brain is stil in my skull, or maybe when anabeth hits it again, its probably gonna go "GONNNGGGGG"..............
i shouldnt have taken tt foolish step.. causing more trouble and yea i cant deny tt i m sad. yet trying not to dampen my spirits, being so silly as to try to deceive myself by clinging on to that 1% hope that it is probably a white lie. the whole thing has not even been real, yet, feeling the pain. much of it is not even half of wat it is like being caught in a situation like that.. n maybe God is using this to build my resistance. to build up this focus i have.
thankfully i have the Father in heaven. i have Jesus. and stupidly someone tagged using 'jesus'. RAH. im pissed by that. sucha big LIAR. n God hate liars.
all i need is You Lord..
is You Lord..
all i need is You..
i wanna add a 'want' beside the 'need'.
and if u r reading this.. stop ___ up for me ok.. please... its really not worth.. go get a good rest :)
God loves you and me
(2:28:00 AM)