ok so officially end of years start tmr! everyone reading this plleaassee keep me in prayers! thank you! x)
wanna thank the Lord for a vision i had while worshipping during svc and i believe its a vision that will come to past! with the Lord nothing is impossible, besides a desire has been birth forth even before that vision. yaay :)
and i felt the Lord telling me there's simply no more time to waste, no more time to doubt, the gospel has to be preached and we've really gotta give it our all to love the ppl around. to spread the love of Christ. we must CHOOSE to love. its a choice. we must be the expression of God's mind, ways, vision and to reorder the things here back to the order where God originally planned for it to be. but first it starts of with us renewing our mind constantly with God's word, to reorder our lifestyle. and its the info that we process that leads us to believe which result in subsequent actions and habits and ultimately determine our success or failures.
AR Bernard's sermon was wow. i was blown back by those huge revelations he's gotten and truly just one sentence from him is so packed with wisdom and truth that no one's ever thought of. sucha pity i only went for sat svc cos of exams rraahhh :( i wanna get his sermon cds..
ended studying at 2+ am in the morning, and i knew that no matter how late it was i had to seek God. i wanted to dwell in His presence, for His peace, just to fellowship with Him, and the Lord is amazing..
its during this period of time when i know i cant rely on my human strength to pull me thru, when His grace abounds so deeply, when i feel that im drawing closer to God :)
so right now ive gotta go, really keep me in prayer . thanks! x)
may the God of hope fill you with the peace and joy as you trust in Him
(3:08:00 PM)