YYYYYAAAAAAAAAAYYYYYYYY!!!!!!!WOOOHOOOOOO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! im as happy as a cookiemonster who's gotten a truckload of cookies! wwhhee x) ok dont get me wrong. its NOT the end of exams YET. but the end is nearing! its the final leg of the race and God will be my wings to fly, to soar high above in the sky. im high im ecstatic ive got the
jooyy jooyy jjooyyjjooyy down in my heart.
wonder why? im 4 days and 2 papers away from; a gazillion days and 6 papers closer to tokyo juliet, to baking, to watching am nx top model/proj runway(is it stil on!!!??!!) blah blah, to dancing!!, to drawing on canvas shoes, to doing more for cg, to...............ah. basically to
frreeeedom ; do wtv i want xD stil dont get it? nvm. heee. im not gloating over those A or O levellers, ive got my fair share of intense stress but i cant deny comparitively its lesser than theirs. woooo x)
aft phys pp today my soul's like screaming for joy and i jumped around like some psycho kangaroo. ive never smiled for so long before, and nth can steal it away aha. oh yes another thing! thank God phys wasnt a gonner for me! whheee
oooyeababy.im feeling the joyyy x))))))) (hmm i wonder why i feel like as if the eoys are over! *tugs hair*) i must get down to math sooon!
so anyway, i was thinking back about this whole eoy period, God really really rreaallyy
strreeeeeetttttccccccccchhhheeeeeddddddddd me a lot. yea. see the length of that word. multiply it by a hundred times and you'll see wat i mean. my capacity to handle stress, to lean on Him, to secure that joy of the Spirit. many times i felt like giving up, i was edging towards that dark tunnel with no end, yet the Father encouraged me. i did fall, but i continued travelling for He was my pair of feet. but as He carried me, i soon learn to stand on my feet again and walk beside Him.. a pair of footprints became two again. each time my heart palpitated He was my prince of peace. every night before i slept His presence stills my busy mind.
ive been like this rubberband with a 8cm diameter. i got tied round a cyclinder with an 80cm diameter, for a considerable amount of time. then the rubberband was taken out. transformed to 80cm in diameter. many times God put us into situations that we've never experienced before. not for a short time. but for a long one. to stretch us and to make sure that after we've gone through it, our expanded capacity do not return to its original. i mean, just think. u can tie a rubberband round a huge object for a few seconds but take it out again, the diameter of the band doesnt chg does it? its only when its being left round the huge object for weeks then it get a permanent chg in diameter. right?
im so blessed to have this Daddy God by my side. let me testify somethg. aft i came to Jesus, He healed my chronic imsomnia. HALLELUJAH! thank You Jesus xD God work miracles. and His grace is super abundant
Thank You Jesus i love You
(10:46:00 AM)
