Kiss jelly rolls.
Hug elmo till death do we part,
Smile until it aches,
Read potter till it gets giddy,
Shine through the falling rain,
But never ever forget
Meatball soup.
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Felicia
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i just dont know what to say, cos i want to try but you all are just not making it happen. "you're not putting in an effort", "(sarcasm)yyaaa..you are ssoooooo ggooooodd", "there is nothing positive i can say about you" is all that you as parents can say. yea, too bad, sorry i cant be perfect. i know probably this shouldnt be the attitude i should adopt, but i just feel so weak right now i feel like giving up in case u all dont know. and then probably you will shoot back, " what is there to give up? cos you haven even tried." whatever alright. seriously, over the phone with gid ytd, wtv he said had so much conviction that you all love me. but maybe thats just one side of the story, and one side of the complain from y'all. uhhuh, apparently none of the 'encouraging' things you do or say shows it? all you all see are my flaws. my weaknesses. my shortcomings.
as i asked you both, how much do you know about me, about my life, my PERSONAL life? how much????? let me be honest. 1%. how do i communicate when in the first place u all arent even approachable to communicate with. even cg mems know 10x more about my deepest feelings and things tt are going on than you all do..
thank God i did process in my brain what i wanted to say before saying it out, cos i believe and HOPE u really ask yourself that question. sometimes, maybe being a bird soaring up high above might be better than being human. at least i think its more harmonious in their world.
so many things i had to say to gid ytd, but probably i just said about a third or one half of what i wanted to say cos i was just too overwhelmed. emotions, i wished i didnt have them. then i wouldnt know what it is to be angry, to be upset, to be disappointed.
hello my deear parents, i think its time for u all to see my strengths, and effort, and to accept the fact that i cant be as perfect as God, although i want to be as perfect as Him as much as anyone else would desire. and its time for me to treasure you all more, and for me to accept the fact that parents arent perfect too.
