ive gotten a breakthrough spiritually!!!!! woooooohoooooo~!!
thank You Father for that divine encounter
thank You for that revelation of who You are
thank You for pouring Yourself so freely
thank You for the abundance of joy You give
ytd. 3rd sept. a day that would leave a mark in my calendar. it wasnt just a holy laughter. it was an encounter that brought me to a whole new level with God x) i finally know what it means to be so open to receive the Spirit, to flow with the Spirit, and looking back, not too long ago, my heart was indeed closed up. it felt so hard to receive Him.
how cool was it when during cg i felt someone walking infront of me and at that moment there was this divine peace i couldnt explain.
the real breakthru came during my personal time with God. ive never felt so close to Him before. ever. its a whole new level, and i want to keep it there, if not even better, another brkthru! woooo! the joy of the Lord was overflowing i was smiling so widely thruout my qt, when im praying, worshipping, and the presence of the Holy Spirit saturated my room. it was His Shekinah glory. i went into the Holy of Holies and i know it. He was closer than my very breath. i was talking to Him like how i would talk to a friend, and i was telling my Daddy God that He is sucha happy God. haha. n u wouldnt believe it, cos i even dreamt about the Father and the words He spoke to me in my dreams. this morning He felt so close, i went "good morning Jesus!". no one can take the place of Jesus. no one. now i know who He is to me, and when His joy is my strength, and when i build my life upon Him; my joy and first love, no matter how fierce the raging seas are, i know this house upon the solid rock would be steady.
the Lord is our Alpha and Omega; our beginning and the end. like wat gid said, this walk is just like a race, we have to run on with endurance, we've gotta persevere and be determined. the race is so long, that in the course of running we feel like giving up because there is simply no sign of the finishing line. but yet again, rmb to press on cos every step of the way the Father is there for us, and at the end, you noe assuredly, He is there waiting for you to take the final sprint to the finishing line and receiving you with wide opened arms.
"God is going to use you.. you're gonna rise up into a new level of commitment, and see and exp things in the spiritual realm tht man have not seen and exp, if you obey the commandments..." that was what i roughly rmb-ed gid saying when he was praying for me. yes.
if i obey the commandments. yes i have faith i will, and im gonna break into that realm where my spiritual eyes and ears just see and hear things which the world cant, where all starts being so supernatural ;D but i know, first of all, ive gotta live my life obeying God's commandments.
the day which my exams ended god told me
"and further my son, be admonished by these. of amking many books there is no end, and much study is wearisome to the flesh. let us hear the conclusion of the whole matter : fear God and keep His comandments. for this is man's all"
then another day he told me
"if anyone loves me, he will keep my word; and my father will love him and we will come to him and make our home with Him","this is my commandment that u love one another as i have loved you"
and then..
"most assuredly i say to you he who believes in me, the words that i do he will do also; and greater works than these he will do because i go to my father. and whatever you ask in my name that i will do that the father may be glorified in the son. if u ask anything in my name i will do it". yet again"if you love me, keep my commandments..... the spirit of truth whom the world cannot receive because it neither sees him nor knows him but you know him for he dwells with you and will be in you".
and ytd he said
in the book of joel that "and it shall come to pass afterward that i will pour out my spirit on all flesh; your sons and your daughter shall prophesy, your old men shall dream dreams, your young men shall see visions"
yes Father, let me run aft that vision you gave, and restore that broken vision which caused me to let go of the hope of revival in rg.
i trust in You my God
i love You
(4:30:00 PM)
