talking about weekEND friends.. stms i wonder, and stms i do feel, to be honest that e405 is kind of like that? there's still a loooooonngg way to go before we reach tht level of fellowship e310 used to have.. stms i wished that we could all once in awhile put all we've got aside, and sit down for real talk. no, communication and quality fellowship where everyone shares openly. aims and goals are good, but yet again, it becomes just another idea in a dream bubble which pops and fades away, when one do not have a plan. adding on, stms ppl dont realise but
exclusivity does come in the way a little too much.. hmmm... its great when we have just a few gathering in a day, but this fellowship needs to spread. if only we could just put in this tad bit of effort.. =)
ytd during QT, God just told me that each day i'll need Him more. i'll need to drop each baggage of the world ive been carrying each time i wanna emerge to a new level. i'll need His strength even greater each time cos it simply isnt easy yea. also, He reminded me that when i tell Him that "i love You", it also means that i must love His ppl. because we cant love the Lord without loving His people. and we cant love the Lord wo obeying His commandments, one of which is to love one another .
looking forward to a great time of fellowship and integrating the new friends this wkend. gotten quite a few ppl by God's grace and favour really! :)
these few days of break in btwn lessons and options have caused us to be so bored of orchard we suddenly feel that spore has been reduced to just a spot, and then this surge of claustrophobia creeps up. we need somewhere new to explore!! the frequent trips, or maybe, walks down to far east especially.. moreover, we've been spending way beyond our budget and allow me to give an example of our menu on tues. we had large waffle with icecream at gelare, on top of which we satisfied our fat demanding body with large fries, large onion rings, AND cheese sticks. now you know what we've stored up in our bodies.. :S overlooking the seriously body harming effects of options, the extra time inbtwn options has created space for us to get so much closer than we used to be, and these friendships are getting stronger each day! adding on, with all the neverending laughter at times, i think we've just increased our lifespan. muahaha xD had so much fun at chamelon ytd, and i think we just created history for the record of the most exotic hair style ever! (uhuh. we tried on the clip ons - hair, ytd) really hilarious. we laughed till the blood was just rushing thru our blood vessels like big waves.
today they had fun teasing me abt life in jc huuurrrr. "..... youre def gonna have a bf in rj......(yada yada)" like nnnnnnnoooooooooooooooooo *shakes head* and all of them went yyyyaaaaa!!! eettttcccc. super embarrassed. so, haiyo, its not scribbled anywhere on my face that..(???!!!!!) ok nvm, i just said maybe ill proof their prediction wrong. there's so much to life for now, and my whole heart is to the Lord! wheee x)) there's still infinite levels to breakthrough with the Lord, there's still so much i wanna know about Him! i <3 God, and i wonder why. i cant reason it out. but it must be His beauty, which cannot be explained, which captivates me. ok as i write new thoughts start cmg in.. its bcos He first loved me, which explains this explanable love i have for Him.
i shall pause for now, dance oooossccchhoooollll (yea hazel *winks* haha!) yaayy!
toodles-
(4:22:00 PM)
