BS was the most awesome thing today! followed by RP's orientation which was very fun! and then obviously, the last, lessons. well, it isnt all too bad when i finally decide to just step out and be active in this passive environment. and guess what, it really is true, when we adopt a new attitude, new thinking, new way of adapting, everything changes for the better. like how i managed to communicate with classmates whom ive never spoken to before, again. surprisingly able to connect and communicate somehow. erhem, cos needless to explain, language and cultural barrier. HA HA. but anyw that explains why there's a need for the horizontal beam of the cross! + teehee.
after bs, i had such a conviction of the importance of understanding the word! how we receive and respond to it determines the effects the Word has in our lives! we must respond to it with such hunger, humility, thirst and openess. i totally caught what that brother was trying to say about having to keep an open mind when reading the bible, cos can u imagine if u think that this verse just means this, and never go beyond what u think of it, u'll never be able to grow and get deeper into God's Word. ha ok i did a bad job trying to explain my point, but yaaaay im feeling so happy. i walked out of bs having a greater hunger to study God's word, and such joy that cannot be explained. whheeee xD i think cos my Spirit finally got fed with reeeal food. taha. i want my Spirit man to have more teeth to chew and digest harder, solid food!! (im still quite bad at understnding old testament!)
praise God in everything.
DRAMA'S COOOOOL. my new found love for acting. haha. i'm still quite surprised i got into it. yaaaay but the people are nice! rara people who are easy to flow with! and i found some crazy himbo people like this john cheo person. and apparently we are all connected with cel, mel ho, mel steph! as the days go by, im getting more and more convinced that this world is shrinking by a million each second. i know everyone who knows everyone!
ok besides that, great great great. i suddenly found such security in God. heck about the thoughts of man. not that anything has been circulating, but i'm just so glad i found a tangible kind of confidence and security in God. hee ok u might not get what im saying. anyw so stms we dont need to alws bother about wat others think/ try to add value to ourselves by praising ourselves so constantly.
spirit of excellence.
hey you know what, why is your face always popping up in my head!
(10:15:00 PM)
