hellloo poopies!
haha im feeling crazy now and feel like blogging some out-of-human-senses kind of post! balukupookiepoooook.
i havent looked at my goal setting card yeeet! so dont freak out if u find my necked hung on a rope, and displayed outside your house one fine day=D but dont worry, my head (and face) will definitely make some good art. wooooo! Christ in culture, and art/aesthetic makes up the 7th of pop culture right xD
tol'chya im goin' mad
WAIT it just came to my mind. my first goal:to be sane, although i already am. taha. ah ha! and i know. to read at least ONE book for the year. got what im trying to imply? that ive never read a single book last year. unless u count that thin book on anointing as 1. oh ya, it sounds logical to include it as a book right. its stil a book what. oxford never once stated that a book has to be 1000 pages, with times new roman font size 12. ok waiit, so i shall set it to 2 books. IM THIIRSTTING FOR KNOWLEDGE. wheeeee. crazy i think i sound like some psycho mad kid scientist! or probably that schizo coffee in dramafeste script.
talking to uncle kenny and puddly online now and he's talking about techno how they're all crappy lyrics but make u happy. i tell u arh, if my kids evveerr listen to techno in future and blast the speakers with techno crazy-dont-make-sense-at-all music, i promise im gonna plant them at the great wall of china and listen to folk songs; altho i cant stand those either. puddly just told me that there are christian techno songs. oh goodness, nnoooooooo.............. *grunts* :[ must be kidding lah. i shall stick to the normal-human songs, and love songs. at least they make total perfect sense of every word. i like that ju li ye song!!
I LOVE TODAY'S SERVICE
oh man. OUR GREATEST VALUE IS OUR VALUE IN GOD AND WE KNOW THAT IT'S ALWAYS CONSTANT. the value of humans on you fluctuates with their emotions towards you. we must know that we are created in the image of God, the reflection of Him,and definitely God is someone who is of value. not only that. GOD LOVES YOU AND ME JUST LIKE HOW HE LOVES JESUS. HE EVEN SENT JESUS TO DIE FOR US. and if he loved jesus so much, and got Him to die for us, and He loves us just as much as Jesus.. then i think we all get it how much He loves us. i answered the altar call that pst ar bernard gave. since the beginning of his msg, i knew that God was already speaking to me. i didnt know how much faith it takes for someone to step out. i just burst in tears when he gave that altar call, cos i badly wanted, and know i had to respond to it, but i just didnt have the courage to. i wondered how i mustered the courage to answer altar call on my first visit to chc. haha. so anyw i saw more ppl going out, and i just breathed in and got out. i felt SO GOOD afterwards. oh man, that joy and freedom i felt.
it's not gonna come overnight, but it will develop and regain over a period of time.
haha.
oh my gosh badbad. its 1.10am. i told myself im gonna log off at 12am! msn---the
evviiilll one. muahaha i sound like the pharesis! my eyebags are gonna be bigger than my eyes tmr. i need like.. wat, er.. concealer? oh gaawwdd *acts bimbo* my beauty sleeps like gonna be a dream, and my poooorr eyes, they're gonna suffer tmr.
im excited for service! and east coast outreach! im off.
toooodles! the night's young
(12:10:00 AM)
