thank God for AR Bernard!! now im gonna live the Word out. let my life begin to transform. Pst Ulf this wkends and im getting ready for it!
just a side topic: have you wondered why you're on this earth? what's your purpose? what were you meant to do? why are you working, why are you studying, why dyou wanna study and work so hard for money, for a good life? so where dyou go, and how's life gonna be after your term on earth ends?
endless questions to point out. one of the most common reasons for people telling me that they are depressed, is because they feel empty. why is it that these people are feeling empty. that feeling of emptiness so deep within their soul, yet intangible, not being able to touch it, to grab it out of their soul, no matter how badly they want it out of their lives. the thing is, just like a puppy who got taken away from its parents after leaving a pet shop with its new found owner. the feeling of emptiness, and the feeling of being lost and unbelong will stay, no matter how minute it may seem, and will only fade away the day it return to its parents.
who is the one that breathe that BREATH OF LIFE into you?
like a donut, with a hole in the centre of your life. maybe its time for you to find that one and only circle shaped dough to fill that hole.
who's that Creator of yours. the only way to find your purpose and reason to be on this earth, is when u know the one who created you personally, to know His thoughts, to ask Him for yourself.
yea i dont know what spurred me on to type whatever i did, but well, so many people i've known. it's their time to go back to Him, but they dont know and dont see it. the 7 basic needs of a soul, with the most important one- spirituality;religion. i guess thats why in the first place in the past people made idols and worshipped them before they knew God, cos their soul just felt it had this need of spirituality.
im not saying all these for nothing.
i know at least 4-5 people who have those never ending questions of their existence racing through their heads every minute. its time to sit down and think about it.
and woooppyyy! finally went gelare to eat that yummylicious waffles. oh shush. i ate large waffle with ice cream ok. so much for wanting to lose weight AND save money. BOOOO :( but the plus point, i finally got down to do some serious chemistry with wanqin and charlene! AHA. FINALLY i started on something, other than that sunday muggin with george. ok im on to repentance.
anyw wanqin said smthg that erm, surprised! me. she said, felicia you're like the flame that lights up the class. without you our class would be practically dead la.
LIGHT OF THE WORLD. WOOOOHOOOOO! ;D
that was really encouraging. i'll work on i'll work on! and i see the light! i see the hope! i see the life! i see the way! i see JESUS! haha. not literally, but i see it! =D
i feel the Holy Spirit in me stirring up! spurring on! keeping the flame! esp on sunday, woah i cant describe that kind of feeling when AR Bernard was preaching. i felt my spirit catching the word so strongly, it was as if it was like tangible!feeeeelable! touchable! it felt like my spirit was stretching out its hand and grabbing the word! ok la thats like creeepy way of describing, but i dont know how else to! it was powerful.
I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU!(i mean Daddy God)
and i must thank puddly for being my ever most sharing, helpful and faithful song provider! haha. oh man, a large percentage of my song list comes from him!
rush. gush. shut my eyes. shut upheart. ruuuuuunnnn!
(9:50:00 PM)
