2nd day in the new class, and it was MUCH better, praise the Lord! sometimes i wonder why this why that, why God place me here and there. so it's in His will that i be in this class? that typical expression which i always get when people ask me which class i got switched to, just doesnt make me feel good.
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eyes wide opened) "OOOHHH. THAT class ah"all the politics and cliques and all that happening in this new class. but there are still nice people around =D
i miss being with wanqin,andrea,marese,xinjing,yujing, chen chen, xi xi etc.. the joy and the warmth in the atmosphere everyday when im with them is just wow man. i miss talking about God, and sharing so deeply with andrea and wanqin, cos well, we love the same God aaloott! xD and im ssooo happpyy!!! met up with wq, andrea and marese for gelare today!! FINALLY. marese and i had our standard LARGE WAFFLE WITH ICECREAM! heavenly. divine. delectable!
and tHANKYOU SOOO MUCH - wq, andrea,marese and xinjin, for the new urban male flip flops! i nearly fainted when i saw the price tag cos they forgot to tear it out! i feel so touched and loved time after time again this birthday. i really didnt expect anything, but it always so happen when u dont expect any blessings that they start flowing in.
after my FIRST bio lecture of the year today(which i thought was much more interesting and easy to grasp compared to phys), quan passed me this super huge colourful lollipop! thanks dear!then hertz,sherm,cel etc etc bought a top for me, plus that cute hp thing that nic passed to me ytd. oh man.. THANKYOU SO MUCH. and thankyou so much!
i thank God for taking me back to the first love i had for Him. i thank Him for such a powerful revelation of His protection, power and presence-
when i'm with You i dont have to fear. i
thank God for His Holy Spirit who will guide me, who is my best friend.
He is ALL that i depend on.
so there's not really such a thing as ''oh i dont think it is possible", "huuhh.. i cant do it im tired", unless im saying that God's strength is not sufficient? I CAN DEPEND ON HIM IN/FOR EVERYTHING! XD it's just a choice of whether i want to lean on Him.
there's SOOOO MUCH to catch up. not just bio. but also econs and math because this lecture group i'm in is far ahead of the phys one.. but nothing is impossible thru Christ who strengthens me!! and i know that as long as im willing to step out of this slow-mo-pace and work hard, God's gonna expand this effort that i put in to study=D furthermore, c'mon man, God created us, and He created the universe and EVERYTHING in it. He knows the math and econs and bio that men has not even discovered man.. His wisdom will be upon me i pray =D
ahhuh. ive never experienced the
power of praising God during a tough situation as strong as yesterday's. i was replying andrea's sms asking me hows my new class-
"yada yada...... (all the negative stuff) but i know things will get better, i will be able to get thru it! PRAISE GOD!" and it was then, when a really strong conviction came over me. God is with me every single minute and i need not worry! with the revelation of His power and protection, that i need not fear when im with Him, God's peace flooded my heart.
it's very true, that when we dont guide our minds, it will naturally tend to drift to the negative side. and i know it, experiencing it myself. recently i also experienced the
power of positive confession. it WORKS, REALLY. like what phil pringles said that your mouth is the keyboard and your brain, the computer. and when your mouth confesses the Word of God, it programs your mind to think in the path and mind of God. i cant imagine life without God's Word, and without the Holy Spirit. THANK GOD FOR JESSSSUUSSS!
the stars will light the sky for you
(8:08:00 PM)
