physic is history.
6T is history.
and for history students, history is history :)
i feel a relief, yet i feel a pinch. i feel the weight of a rock being lifted, yet the ache on the shoulder stays. if u know what im trying to get at, well then good
i know that the reassurance from God is all that i can depend on, now that 'fate' is sealed, whether i like it or not. He said,
"do not worry for the things which you cant control, because you can entrust it safely in My hands, and i have good plans and thoughts toward you. however the things which you can control, the things which you are able to do, do it to the best of your ability." and i know what He was saying. basically God was telling me to study HARD, and i mean real hard, cos that's the only thing i can do now. the rest, i'll leave it up to Him. including the switching of classes. yaikes, it's such a bold decision. it's similar to saying that im transferring out of RJ into another school, new people, new environment, readapting AGAIN. i was worrying, and worrying, and afraid, but God said to me once again, that all things which i cant control, will be dealt with safely, in His hands.
i have not been really studying hard, not even close to it. and i know this is the area that i let God down on. i wanna let my results shine for Him, and i know He told me specifically not to slack and do last minute work. (i know He was a little angry, cos i could feel it). i hope today's econs test is going to be the final and last time i flop a test upsidedownbacksideup!
He said,
2 Thessalonians 3:10
For even when we were with you, we commanded you this: If anyone will not work, neither shall he eat.Jeremiah 29:11
11 For I know the thoughts that I think toward you, says the LORD, thoughts of peace and not of evil, to give you a future and a hope.
i hope everything's gonna be alright. welcome to B-I-O :)
(11:41:00 PM)
