indeed. it ended,
WITH JESUS, as the
finisher:D hurraaaaaaaaaaayy!
HALLELUJAH!
i'll shout with a shout of victory
because God saves the day
the hope, the joy, the peace and the faith
only You can place in me.
i knew cts would end off well, because He reminded me that God is the beginning and end to all situations, and seriously, God NEVER lies if you decide to trust in Him to wait and see the miracle that is to come.
no matter how defeated and disappointed i felt
no matter how much i thought i should give up
no matter how much it caused me to doubt Your promises
no matter how much i wanted to let go
no matter how down and lousy i felt
God, You never will forsake me.
thank You that You used this period to show that disappointments are indeed made to new appointments. new appointments with You to grow in faith, new appointments with You for You to show Your faithfulness.
thankYou that You used this period to show me that i can do NOTHING without Your Holy Spirit. all seem like a miracle. a miracle that's so close to the heart.
thank You that You used this period and stretched me so great deep within. i feel boundless in my spirit, i feel limitless in my spirit, because i have You.
having to juggle with soo many things at once, You taught me to live beyond myself. live beyond what i think i can do, live beyond the walls of my mind.
through these 2 and a half weeks, my capacity, and my spirit grew and expanded so much, i feel extremely big on the inside now. not big in a way that i feel i can stuck my nose high in the sky and conquer the world on my own, big in a way that i have so much more of Your Holy Spirit with me.
you're awesome! the 3 weeks, felt like a journey of 6 months. a period of moulding, testing, shaping, changing, breaking, and strengthening.
i know that i'm bringing Your kingdom wherever i go. i know that Your Holy Spirit is in me.
i know that no matter how much sacrifices it takes for me to obey You, Your plans still works out the best :)
one thing, i've learnt to do, that's to praise You IN all situations. it's tough. yes. but ultimately, it's You that i seek.
signing off, from the bottom of my heart
(4:20:00 PM)
