it's time, yet again, for my spirit to expand.
i have to out-do the current capacity i have.
yes Lord, i am physically worn out.
mentally tired.
spirit challenged.
yet, one thing i know
i have You as my center,
the core,
the rock,
the fortress,
the only constant of my life.
as i speak in faith, God moved through and spoke through me.
"H, you must carry the joy and strength of the Lord in you. you have to live that abundant life that God has promised that He has given, and not scrape past life each day. this abundant life, this joy, love, hope, peace and strength are not based on circumstances. they arent supposed to be affected by our circumstances, because they are from God, it is something of the Spirit. it isnt so much of a feeling per say. yes, the environment, and circumstances may change, but God does not change,
God is the only constant in our lives, and so this joy, love, hope, peace and strength, this abundant life we live, which is from Him, should be a constant too." - this was what i told H today.
on a spot, another revelation, like how i had a few, when i was speaking to yf that day. i thank God, that as i move with Him, He moves with me, in me, and through me.
ytd He spoke about distractions. if you give attention to those distractions, does that give Him the right to ask, " are those distractions more impt than Me?" i'm not talking about distractions like huge ones, but minor ones, like the surroundings ; sound/temperature etc., around me while i'm praying.
the day before, when i was standing under the shower, it came to me that, Hey! that should be the way the Holy Spirit should be in our lives. a steady flow. a never ending flow. a refreshing flow. an outpouring. every single day.
i <3 Jesus
(1:07:00 AM)
