one thing i've come to realise this year, that is- life's so fragile. you might think that this-sort-of-things wouldnt happen to me, but well, guess what? no one expected anything to happen, but the truth is that, it did. you might live life with such confidence that a far future lies ahead, and you've yet to discover the wonders of it. however, many of us, many of you, cant be so sure of it anymore. vulnerable, we feel.
one moment you could be chatting with your best friend, and the next moment, you or your best friend leaves life here, forever. you never know what the future holds, and you'll nv be sure if what you have today, still lies in your possession tomorrow, especially the greatest gift of all- the gift of life.
my heart, my soul and my spirit grieves, each time news that cuts the heart spreads. before i know it, it's time to console a mourning and confused soul again.
the thaddeus' incident got many people thinking about life itself. whether it's just the 4A's and 5C's that really matter, or whether there's more to it.
many ask themselves the purpose for their living, but u'll never know, till the day you get to know your own Creator, who knows best the reason for your being on this earth. thats the time you can ask Him to show you the way.
as i told fang, that till the day one returns to the Father; reconciliating this relationship with Him, there will always be a void space in the heart which cannot be filled. it's just like if ever one day you realised that your parents are suddenly gone, you'll feel grieved, alone, empty, confused. you'll soon come to see that nothing else matters and you just want them back. it's the same with the Father. no matter how satisfying life is, there's a spirit living beneath this flesh. your spirit will feel alone, empty, confused, till the day it finds back its 'parent'/Creator.
people have said, "after thaddeus died, i live life like it's the last, everyday. i want to live it to the fullest." yet. what defines the fullness of life? what defines living life like it's the last? is it travelling round the world? is it studying so hard that you attain that perfect score? does living life to the fullest mean, satisfying the desires of lust and greed of the flesh? or is there more to it?is it a higher calling thats divine; a higher calling that's beyond ourselves?
sometimes people think that, it's ok, i'll go to heaven after my time on this earth. it doesnt really matter if i confess with my mouth or not, as long as i know that i do believe a little of the existence of a God. however, i told yf its not the case. it's the confession that releases His power. it's the confession that joins our hands on earth, to the hands of God in heaven. it's the declaring of your faith that brings us into His kingdom.
Ephesians 2:8For by
grace you have been
saved through faith, and that not of yourselves; it is the gift of God,
i told her, faith is active, it isnt something that's passive. and we activate it by speaking with our mouths.
i can repeat this again-after having seen the power of God, the encounter shouldnt be taken for granted. it's such an honour for God to prove and show you in such a tangible and relatable way, His true existence. i pray that you'll step out, and make that decision which you told me you would one day. seek God while He can still be found, do not await the day when you cant find Him anymore, when you realised that you've missed out on the eternity of life. it's sucha precious period. it's sucha precious season. do not let it go, i plead with you. pleease...
yes, you said it right, i've been trying to get you all to come. as i told you, thats because i love every single one of you, wanting you to exp that same love and fullness of life that i'm experiencing. if you wanna see thaddeus again, the only way, thats in heaven. that's if you decide to go fully with what your heart is telling you, that his spirit has gone up to heaven, that he's with the Father now.
some do not believe in 'life after death'. some do not believe in the fact that, our mortal body dies, yet our spirit remains alive. this body is only a 'shell' for our spirit to reside in. looking at the embalmed body in the coffin, it doesnt have life. realise the word is 'IT'. not 'she' or 'he'. what constitutes the she/he, and makes up the person; makes up the living being, is the spirit. when you sleep, does not your body lie in a state of 'unconsciousness'? yet youre not dead because your spirit is alive.
"felicia, you make a difference in my life"
that which you said, really touched me. i thank God for allowing me, and using me to indeed touch your heart.. and i'm so thankful that you shared so openly with me all your thoughts, your deepest feelings, your problems which you nv did tell anyone. i'm so thankful that your heart is soft and malleable. open that door for God to enter..
there's one thing that's common in all situations in which God's hands worked through, in which a miracle happen. that is- it all started with a prayer. when we trust in God, and when we confess with our mouths, our need for Him, and our believe in Him. we took the FIRST STEP, and God will subsequently move, following our first move.
pleease.. make the first move.
i know you would.
i know you would.
life's so fragile. life's like glass. the moment you accidentally drop it, it's forever shattered into a million pieces, and those pieces can never be pieced back into one again. unless you place these pieces of glass into the hands of the Maker to do the miraculous work, nothing will ever change. nothing..
when was the last time you told your loved ones that you love and appreciate them?
when was the last since you made an impact in someone's life?
when was the last expression of love you've made to those around, whom you could have taken for granted?
i love all of you :)
love,
feli
(4:09:00 PM)
