pastor said a few times, God has placed us in our families for a purpose. one simple statement, yet hard to fathom.
occasional thoughts and questions do pop up, and i'll wonder, so whats the purpose of God placing me in this family while in His making?
i'm still cerebrating.
i cant seem to find a balanced reasoning as to why, because the antithesis just outweighs too much of the thesis, which consist of only um, *wrecks my brains* zero points? so it becomes an unbalanced argument of 50 reason VS 0.
pleeeease tell me why..
the bar is indeed set sky high and sorry to say, unattainable.
an insurmountable mountain. raaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaawwwwwwwwwwwwrrrrrrrrrr.
period.
buhbye.
but i know God is good all the time.
He is the Alpha and Omega.
He ends it off all well at the end.
i'm telling myself to fret not.
yet the visual and audio unavoidable thingys, i'm starting to not be able to withstand.
Lord,
You've gotta help us.
(8:31:00 PM)