dear oh dear,
what's wrong with my sleeping schedule these days?
panda eyes, and money(ehh i meant, eye) bags, my body clock seem to yearn.
What's wrong with my feet these days?
i fell down again today! aahhhhhhhhhh *yelps*
this time, i didnt squash any donut factory. HAHAHA! xD it was totally one of the most embarassing yet hilarious incidents on the NEL. memories with shan, zhar and ginseng!
And what's wrong with fish these days?
they seem oily. the fish @ fish and co. was still swimming in my belly at 12pm this aftn.
but.... i like! hahaha. (eh. i think. hehe) the ambience was cool, and so was 3L! =D
so i shall conclude by naming this post "What's wrong with..."
nothing's wrong, right?haha, hey my previous sentence is cool. its 210am i think my brain needs rest!
gotten my fair share of teasing ytd when we, some of 3L-ers went to carrefour, and man! potatoes 'sure' are my relatives,and so are mushrooms, they say. it was so funny, yet tiring trying to chase them to delete the millionbilliontrillion unglam photos (oh-so-embarassing). aha. plus our custom made adverts, and what else have we? lets see.. strawberries, pineapples, all potato species (eww now i discriminate potatoes), we have, as momentos. so not looking forward to joshiesaurus posting them up on lstoners' *prays hard he wont* But well, it was good time spent, especially now that it's after promos, and we've been having all our over-dued class bonding! cooool! xD
i want to be more like You,
that's all i want right now.
Create in me
Your heart, Your mind, Your Spirit,
i've never wanted it more than how i want it now-
a change in my attitude and character.
help me Lord,
my ways, my thoughts, my words, my reactions, my feelings,
let it be from you.
let me be ever so real,
let me be who u've created me to be,
let me be all i can be, for You.
i need Your love, and Your wisdom to guide me through.
illuminate my path,
the narrow and straight road.
i'm so glad i have You with me,
for Your peace, Your presence, Your love, Your faithfulness surpasses all else.
i was reading Max Lucado's book, and he mentioned Laubauch, about how he was so close to God, it came to a point when he only acted upon and after what he sees God doing. wow, how i want to be like that. that i wud not be hasty, rash, judge before God even judges, and the list goes on. yea, i will. i'll start to see what God does and says, before my actions and words! :D
he was also mentioning about worship, how it is
about magnifying God. it came to me, that when we say that we magnify God, most of the time, the only context in which we use it, is when we're
exalting His name. Yet, magnifying God during worship actually also refersto the
literal meaning! (seeing Him in a
larger view and perspective! xD ) so cool right! and how dyou get a larger view? it's only when u get nearer to Him. its so cool (yea ive used this word the 2nd time, ive got no other word to use, but it really is cool!) to know distinctly where i stand in the tabernacle when i'm worshipping and praying. i'll know if im in the outer courts, inner place, or the Holy of Holies. when i'm within the veil, yeeaamaaannn the view of God is reeeaalllyy bigger! i dont know how to explain this, but i believe it has something to do with the spiritual eyes.
ah, ive got tonnes to say, but i think i shall end here. (its 250am!)
till then!
love,
feli
(1:51:00 AM)
