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"if you here My voice today, do not harden your hearts"
this verse spoke to me so strongly, and i knew that it is from God. somehow, my heart feels a little hardened and cold, and it just needs some warming and melting. well, it's warming up bit by bit again :)
"the same gospel they heard, was preached to them, but they did not mix it with faith, so the Word did not profit them"
how timely. not gonna elaborate much, if not the next 1000 words would take up too much time.
it's amazing how much i discover about God, and about His Word. yet, having to apply so much more faith to activate upon the new knowledge gained, each time the Holy Spirit speaks.
gonna be firm and know who i am IN CHRIST, so no one else will tell me who i ought to be. i need not be someone else, because i have the Holy Spirit :)) i like what Pst Ulf said : JUST ACCEPT AND ACKNOWLEDGE IT! YOU ARE ANOINTED! you have that anointing that cause people to wanna know you, wanna be around you, wanna talk to you! you have that anointing that causes people to start crying and wanting to repent and confess their sins the moment you step into the place!
WOW.
today's service was WOOOHHOOOOOO! it makes me wanna know the Holy Spirit so much more. i've alws wanted to experience that same intimacy with Him that's experienced by pastors themselves, but ahhhuuh! it's gonna take HARDWORK AND SACRIFICE. take up the cross, lay the sacrifice upon the altar, then death comes, followed by the ressurection of the new life :D and i really know what it means to feel the pain just to be obedient to God. many times, i could do it. yet many times, i failed too. but i guess it's all about making it a lifestyle and being more dependant on God. also, PRIORITIES; a keyword picked up during cg sermon ytd.
one thing that struck me today was what pst Ulf said : you can be doing a lot of things without the Holy Spirit! BUT! it AMOUNTS TO NOTHING.(eternal fruits)
woah. straightaway, i got convicted. this just explains why ive said tt i dont feel tt ive accomplished much this year. that time seemed to have flown past. that (quoting what ive said previously) "much has been done. yet, little has it been"
reason? i have not been doing the "much thats been done" with the Holy Spirit. as simple as that, i would suppose. yay, glad that ive come to realise this whole "feeling-within-me-that-cannot-be-explained", which can be described as a mix of sadness/pity that the year has passed so fast/confusion.
as a result of trying to 'remedy' that feeling of lack of accomplishment, many times, i do try to find joy and a sense of accomplishment and satisfaction in all the fun activities organised by school/class/cca etcetc. and yes, u do get happy for awhile. (note the keyword) i realised at the end of it all, the FULLNESS of joy/peace/love/everything you need in life, can ONLY be found in the presence of God, and im indeed, very convinced.
God is great! God is awesome!
im excited for service tmr!
shall end on a light note. my dad uses facebook! he has an account! i think... he's waaay coool B) oh ya. they are back from switzerland. yeeppeeeee :D
